sowie guys

To mY kawan2..
sowie sbb aku tak leh nak tunaikan permintaan kowang kalo ajak kuar..aku kene kawal diri aku..please help me...aku tawu kowang akan ckp kowang akan tahan aku..but as i said b4,sedangkan aku tak dapat kawal diri aku apetah lagik owg lain..

mmg la kalo aku nye alasan nak stadi la ape la,sumenye tak relevan..tp tu sume aku wat sbb aku tahu diri aku cmne..lebih bek aku tdo dlm bilik drp aku kuar abeskan duit...aku ni lahir je lam kuarge owg tak susah..tp aku still depending on my own money..

sowie guys..hati ni bukannye tenang bile tolak satu2 ajakan kowang..bersalah teramat sgt..berharap sgt kowang paham..aku mintak maaf dari ujung rambut ke ujung kaki...

maybe one fine day bile aku dah mampu aku akan selalu follow kowang k tanpa bantahan..

Too Bad To Be gOOd

Huhuk as I said be4 im ignoring others especially those freak..but as u know, there are about 200% percentage to met them..even to pretend like there r nothing happen between us..is totally disgust me lar!!i hate it..i cant act innocently as the big fatty boom2 evil kept incite me..urgh!!

But actually when I saw them very scary mary to look into my eyes Im feeling of sorrow to them la..n I actually created the most disgusting smile ever to comfort them to tell them dat don’t be so scary la..just act as im the bad person not u..so dat im not really feel dat I am to be blamed to…

Urm I just kept going as my life keep on pumping..everyday most of my worries felt on my financial issue..my money keep on struggling to be spent to..n my hand without any hesitation taken out dat money one by one wastefully..urgh dat is my habit dat cant neva be changed.

Sumtime I thing y im so dat stubborn huh??i cant really figure out dat answer.cos im the one who asking dat question..so answer me back!!just tell me dat im such a loser dats all..

As time past by I keep on dreaming how is my life in future??am I going to be a good person or just a useless rubbish??dat worry me the worse..although i keep on saying dat im going to be a housewife ops it is actually fulltime housewife, I felt dat is the most stupid decision as I have faced a lot of trouble as my life as a student gave me a lot of headache. N finally I chose to be a housewife??even u ask pariah also they will quickly get a big size of bowl n slammed it to ur head cos of ur stupidity..

Hurm the real problem is how im supposed to live my life???y cant I be hyperactive person or at least needed by anyone??i want to be needed..just dat..huwaaa what kind of loser la am I ni??

Each sem I will have different aim to be completed through out the semester.. and as expected dat aim will be brought down to the next sem or else I just burn it elsewhere..so dat I will have a new aim to be brought down as well..helpless me..i knoe it..

Urm so I need to conclude here dat im so bored n dats y I wrote this shit to be added to my shit blog n to be shit around as well..so don’t blaim me for dis shit post as I said be4 I don’t need any readers though..

BerIte Utame

Helo hedo hemo heto hewo….

Selamat petang..sari berite utame utk pendengar unta..

Di sini saye ingin menekan kan sikap penduduk2 di kg selenge yg semakin ketare sikap kebodohannye….mereke dgn selambenye menyusahkan mereke2 yg tak bersalah..bak kate pepatah ‘semakin lanjut usia semakin liat lemak’…sume yg owg wat semuanye salah bg mereke..mereke saje yg betol..ape kejadah sume ni…

Saye sudah membuat pantauan terhadap kambing2 liar ini dan mendapati mereke tidak serik2 menganggu kami sume…helo bai ko tak malu ke waktu susah br nak cr..waktu senang ko lupe sume..

Mereke selalu mempergunekan kami kerane sifat kami yg bertoleransi tggi ini..mereke anggap kami ni leh dipujok dgn senang..skali dua kami leh time..lebih drp itu kami dah tak leh tahan…

So dats y kami sebagai kaum2 baik ni tak rase pon nak layan sape2 sem ni…sape2 suh dtg bilik dowang tanpe segan silu kami tolak..sbb kowang sume tak layak nak control kitowang!!!we have our own pride…we need to stand on our feet…don’t be sure to use us as what uve done to us be4..we r different now..

Im happy to be like me dis way cos I have my own choice not just follow blindly to others..im happy with dat..i live my own life..thanks to god..

Di kesudahan itu saye menutup berite hari ini dgn mengucapkan selamat berpuase pade unta2 semua…

Selamat mati!

The Journey Begin

Hurm new life huh…1^st masok bilik dah bersorak kegembiraan..’ngaa bilik aku besar drp biase woh’…sonok btol aku..sbb bilik aku sbelum ni sgt kecik..dok 3 owg dah sesak napas.tp skang 10 owg pon insyaAllah leh sumbat lagik kot..huhu owg ckp aku belagak tp no worry la..yg penting aku hepi…lagik semangat mawu tido.eh blaja..

Setibenye aku kat bilik aku dok terbongkang pas abes kemas brg..n luckily aku sebilik ngan teya lagik..alhamdulillah..bersyukur amat…

Pastu sembang ngan teya tak engat dunia…semua cite kitowang nak kupas..huhuk…pastu jumpe minah kepoh lak..tka..lagik byk cte…

Die tanye aku ape yg aku nak ctekan sbelum ni..mule2 aku nak cte tp aku tade kekuatan tu lagik sbb aku menipu..aku takut nak ckp aku tpu die..mesti die kecik ati..sowi tika..ni last aku tpu ko bende mcm ni..pasni aku janji tanak tpu ko..sume ni sbb aku sgt malu tka nak reveal bende ni..aku malu tka…ko leh maafkan aku tak??

Aku berharap sgt ko maafkan aku..sbb aku bab2 ni aku malu nak reveal kat kowang..sbb tu aku lagik prefer menipu..jaatkan aku..aku tawu…pliz tika jgn simpan dendam k..kalo tak puas ati ckp je kat aku k..

Im happy with u if u r happy with me..