iF oNly this HapPen

if i'll be given 10 wishes

-i want to have more money...i'm broke u know...i only have 70cent in my purse

-i want to change my outlook into a beautiful humble girl like cinderella

-i want to have a portion to cure virus h1n1 dat frighten whoever movie maniac like me who love to watch movies like happening,guarantee,and 28weeks later..

-i want to get married with my love without any obstacle..cewahhh macam la aku dok zaman purba..

-i wanna have my degree as soon as possible

-i wanna have a good job right after my degree...

-i want my parent n my family live longer than me so i dont have to suffer losing them...i meant it..

-i want to have at least 2 child after i married

-i wanna support my parent when they old

-i wish everyone will neva erased the memories dat have been created with me when i'm death...

someHow it just a DrEAm

i had a dream to be as thin as pin

i had a dream to get married n have child

i had a dream to take a revenge

i had a dream to reverse time back to my childhood

i had a dream to be blind so i will appreciate my eyes

i had a dream to be like a superstar so i'll be shined

i had a dream to have a big house so i'll be able to hide myself

i had a dream to be as other normal people who appreciate themselves

i had a dream to be a precious daughter

i had a dream a song to sing~

useless zati..

hari ni aku bosan...aku pandang atas ader kipas..aku pandang kiri ader dinding...aku pandang kanan ader cermin..aku pandang bawah ader lantai...arghh bosannye idop...aku bukak laptop..mule2 bukak blog..ader komen...drp miss bibiana..hehe senyum2..then huarrgg nguap besar2...bukak facebook..takde notification pon...bosan lagik..aku tulis shoutout 'ape yg bes kat fb ni?'...aku nguap lagi besar drp tadi...aku log out ..aku tgk email..cis...2 email je..tu pon remainder..aku sign out lik..aku log in frenster...huh lagik bosan...log off lik....hurm log in myspace..hurm ader fren request..6owg lak...mark jelah sume..add...then ader owg komen i miss u..apehal mamat ni...bukak2 profile cis!!..tade owg lain ke..trus delete lik...haha..padan muke ko...

kejam..kejam kan aku..nape aku kejam??sbb die poyo...nape die poyo??..sbb die pasan die macho..nape die pasan macho??sbb die gemokk...n die tak sedar diri..heee aku benci tol owg cmtu...nak taw tak??kebanyakkan laki gemok sgt perasan diri macho...then tak ngaku die gemok..then once kowang da kapel ngan die lg la terserlah kepoyoan die..yg penting kan..sejak aku kenal laki gemok ni..sume perangai same!!SAME siot...ader ye poyo mintak simpati lagi 2thun nak mati sbb ader leukemia la..ader yg saket jantung berlobang..ader yg br pas exsiden ilang ingatan..hais perlu ke simpati murahan ini...tak paham haku...

haku bengang...

ha nape aku tulis bm??sbb aku melayu...bile aku pk aku kne tulis lam bi aku jd malas nak wat blog..so utk tidak memberhentikan mood aku utk berblog..lets bm kan diri...

baru cepat je tangan ni menaip..

hurm aku tulis blog bukan nak ckp pasal dak laki gemok..aku nak ckp pasal pompuan gemok..sape??aku la ngok...aku bosan..aku bosan bercinta..nape??aku pon tataw..aku rase bosan bile bersms bende yg same...aku rase rimas bile berbual fakta yg same..aku rase geram bile bergaduh tiap2 hari...then mesti die mngalah..aku bosan asik menang...walau salah aku aku asik menang je..aku bosan...aku bosan die slalu rendah diri...die ingat tggi sgt ke darjat aku ni..aku bosan..aku bosan bile asik kene tuduh bende yg tak dibuat...dah aku ckp aku syg takkan aku curang kot,aku da tade slere la ngan owg lain..aku bosan lagik..

cmne nak overcome sume ni??aku stop msj...satu jam berlalu...dua jam..tiga jam..aku da mule pandang tilam..tmpt aku cmpak tpn...aku tgk tade sape2 msj n kol...aku bengang..aku buat2 pandang bantal...aku kuar bilik g main ps2..bosan pulak...aku tutup ps2 aku masuk bilik...buat2 pandang bantal..haish mlampau neh..aku buat2 tekan tpn...'hai watpe tu'...send..ala..buat2 tepuk dahi tande menyesal...seminit...2minit...3minit...cepat2 amik tpn tebus lik maruah td...'takpela owg tanak msj kite kan.bye'...senyum dlm hati..puas...eh ni pon tak balas...ni sudah lebey...takpe2 hati dikeraskan..

malam berlalu....

hp tak bunyik2...takpe2....tgk a nt..dendam dah berbukit...msj tetap tade..hati dah berubah..hati sedeh..rase nak nanges...

hati nanges dlm bilik..bilik tu gelap...tade sape pun masuk nak pujok...pintu tak kunci..tapi tade sape nak bukak..eh ape aku mrepek nih...

skang aku sendirik...tade sape temani...aku karangkan blog ini..utk kepuasan sendirik...