Am i too emo??

sumtime i wanna cry alone in the dark believe dat sumone might come to wipe out my tears away..

sumtime i wanna be touched on my shoulder and be told to be a good girl because everyone love me..

sumtime i hav a dream dat i'm wearing white gown waiting for my prince charming to pull me up to his horse...

sumtime i just love to wear all black attire everywhere..

sumtime i wanna sit on the road while watching to the sky with a love balloon in my hand floating around on the air..

sumtime i talk with my pet and pretending it heard me...

sumtime i pretend to be invisible while walking down on a busy road..

sumtime i wish i will have my own ride so dat i can drive continuously to the sky..

sumtime when i'm on the flight, i wish i will be given permission to sit alone on the flight's wing so i can be the 1st to inhale the fresh breeze..

sumtime i love to draw a love shape and painted it with black background and small spot of red colour of my name...

sumtime i wish i would have a wing which allow me to fly away from this world.

sumtime i wish i wanna be like benjamin button who will be born as an old baby and will be death as a baby..

sumtime i just wanna hope sumone will be my listener and alwaiz comfort when when my heart hurt real bad...

dat Is sOoOooOo annOyed!!

have u ever had sumone who is in the early age act to be so mummy2 to u..even ur mum didnt told u to wash ur mouth after taking ur lunch..but dis spoilt culprit just too busy taking care MY LIFE!!!

sumtime when u just wanna be so good that day she just spoil it..when u r trying to be nice gigirl in that house dat day, she will turn my mood to be so bad demon!!

she is so mumsy!!dat will be good sumtime..but for the 3 month i cant bear it!!!
please dont treat me as ur child...even mum dont act as u..u just make me wanna run away from this house..

please dear!!just act as urself...the young u..as a fren to me..just be cool..i will love u more than word ...frankie j bebeh..

Dont wake me up even september has ended

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the clock seems to move really soooOoOoo slow while my heart seems beating so fast day by day...i'm glad im still alive..thank God..haish i'm not dying or have any decease ok..
finally, i'm already half death in this house about 2 month..1 month to go n i will be going to the war..i miss my bed,i miss my roomate ,i miss my self act as dat u student, i miss the way i completely broke, i miss to have a lot of assignment to be done in a day, i miss to hav chit chat with my fren...i miss everything...

i just wish i have a remote control just like adam sandler on Click..i want to have a click on forward button till the day i'm married...i want to see the way i dress on my wedding..i wanna see my husband of course..and the mostly i wanna see my body!!!is it still me with my baggage or the different of me...and after i satisfied i will click forward button some more and stop at the time i have my own child...it will be the best time in my life!!

wake up zati...zatii.....wake up!!!!

u r now in front of the pc and talking shit in blog and u r still here!!with the extra baggage and the smell of sumting useless student who is still in year 1 of studies and have 3 YEARS TO GO!!

sumhow this fucking worry keep coming to my front door of my not so very heavy brain...i hate it..completely hate it...i just read newspaper this afternoon(yeah rite i just woke up at dat time,holiday remember!!) and i saw an advertisement..is it advertisement??or just an article??uh wat ever...i saw it wrote 'if u dont take ur breakfast ur metabolism low(as all people knew lah kan) n as the effect, after u take ur lunch u will b easily tempted to sleeeeeeeeeeeeepppppp very beauty..as for other effect, u will be easily getting worry...(hah dats it, now i know y i am so easily stress,worry and hurt)..its all becos of just s stupid breakfast!!

but as i think twice(dis is so not me, i'm actually a person who neva think before speak) i see dats not helping me to lose my weight..dat is actually can gain my weight so easily....because i might tend to sleep after i take my breakfast..especially when it is HOLIDAYYYYYY...holiday is a best time to rest up ur mind from de fucking assignment, ur noisy fren , n to pamper ur eyes..

so dont blaim me if u just see me lying on the bed just like a death mummies..dont u ever wake me up!!!!although the september end!!i dont wanna wake up until my holiday is finally end...becos once i wake up everybody just hurt me like a knife through me wildly...so wuts the point to open my eyes to see the damn cruel world rite..i just wanna be alone..shuhhh shuhh