Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Here Come The Next ToP person

Huhu her name is ayu..in malay, ayu give us the meaning of very polite girl just like a village girl...

but reality is harsh

a girl who has a name of ayu doesnt really show her politeness anymore...she is very ungrateful person with less consciousness about others...even to her fren..she happened to be so good n clever person before..she is soft heart person..but her heart is very easy to touched...whenever somebody faultly said sumtin wrong she will easily go six feet under to disappeared herself..so dat, as the consequence nobody seems to be happily more than a month to be near her....

but sumone hav decided to pretending like ayu is just like the others..she treat ayu as she treat others..but this ungrateful ayu is really ungrateful...she hurt this precious fren..she hurt her everyday..she neva know her precious fren had so much preasure from day to day by her...

ayu is really not a good fren..when she hav a boyfren shes easily doomed her fren away..she is so proud dat she has a bf..her bf is everything..her bf is her sunshine...her life..her soul...

did she ever think her fren since she is in love..

exactly no..

but when it come to the problem..if shes in trouble,the 1 who she will extra cautious 1 is her fren who have been doomed by her be4...

and finally this precious fren reach her limit..she cant stand her anymore..she just take care about her ownself..after all she realized this ayu neva grateful for her existence..

so bye2 to ungrateful ayu..she desearved this...

A sTory AboUt a littLe gIrL Good Old Day

OnCe Upon a Time thErE was A little girl dats not so good looking with the soft tenderness heart dat is so innoncent...neva know the meaning of stressful, problem or even she neva know what is life is all about...

she never realized dat there is a cruel life waiting for her just in a second but only if she enter DAT zone...once she enter the zone everything will be upside down...she will hav a fren which will stab her back...a fren which will play nice in front but telling shit behind..a fren who lead her to the bad side..

finally she enter the zone without her noticed..she happened to be so nice be4 but changed to be so revengeful girl..poor little girl..she will be cheerful sumtime but drastically turn to sumone who are very scary..even worst dat hitler..she is also hate her ownself..she hate her style...hate her look..hate her way of thought..hate her life..she just hate EVERYTHING...

but she is so lucky..she have 2 good fren which alwaiz support her whenever she need sume advice to bring her back...this 2 fren neva know the meaning of boredom.they alwaiz make her happy with their fresh joke..with their love she alwaiz feel comfort..sumtime she will make this 2 poor fren hurt with her..but this 2 fren neva blaim her..they still continue to love her the way she is...they r so lovely..thank god u have create such a lovely creation for me to become their fren...

as others, i have my own family..my fierce dad..my soft mom..my childish sis,my not so cool brother n my lovely 2nd sister..they are so supportive especially in term of my academic...im happy to be in dis family but sumtime i feel really stressful if sumtime i will be the one to be blaimed for everything...it happen to be everyday..the only way to comfort myself only the tears..tears...tearss....

urm i think dats all for now..i spend 2 hours to write dis blog becos it is fresh from the inside...


Lets Start From The Top

wUuuuuu top Model!!

Hahhah her Name Is Just Sya...aT 1st She is ReallY a GoOd Fren With Lot of Love..She is A LiL bit sHy wiTh a Lot of tenderness..she also good in academic..we r happy together since we hav shared many sweety candy memory..we have a lot of things in common..we stay happy together until when it comes to a day which i really milly shocked with her culture shock..

she happened to tremendously show her wild attitude proudly to me...starting with the her attitude which is very crazy to hansome guy..which i thought all of her handsome guy dat she ever mentioned to me not really handsome..even NOT attracted me to even look at once...everytime when she saw cute guy which not so cute, her eyes will start to extralarge in a size of triple XL..and she will automatically followed dat guy until dat guy happened to realized dat she is exist!!and she will try very hard in making her face as cute as possible..which is like a toad met its husband flirting with others cute toad..

she is very weird fren..she will show her stupid feeling to her fren...whenever she feel she wants to get marry..she will give me a a msj dat she think it is COOL which only written 'i'm happy', 'lets get married', 'i love him'...wut the fuck...i know most of u will say y not?maybe she feel really happy and want to show the expression to her fren..yeah that right but this STUPID MSG not just only once in a year..but it is once a day!!!imagine wut will i reply to dis stupid fucking msg??i'm tired of dis fucking mess girl...

So as a solution i have broke our frenship with a tears..dat stupid girl had make me cry in public with her unmatured thought...i try to correct her..but she refused..she still wanna stand on her side..so bye2 my fren...u r out of my head....

the story not just end here..after i dont really remember how many month, she finally woke up from her dream and realized dats all her fault..she try her hard to apologies to me...we even make a stupid drama in public when she try to comfort me but i refuse..i really feel fucking ashamed...

as u know, i am a bad girl dat always wanted a revenge...so that is almost imposible for me to 100% wipe out all the hatred dat i have collect to just only accept a 2 simple word..i'm sorry...huh..dats so lame..i hate a person which alwaiz use i'm sorry..it just like have robbed a bank and all of the money hav being used n after get caught u just say sorry...did u think ur apology will easily accepted???

The answer is NO!