Too Bad To Be gOOd

Huhuk as I said be4 im ignoring others especially those freak..but as u know, there are about 200% percentage to met them..even to pretend like there r nothing happen between us..is totally disgust me lar!!i hate it..i cant act innocently as the big fatty boom2 evil kept incite me..urgh!!

But actually when I saw them very scary mary to look into my eyes Im feeling of sorrow to them la..n I actually created the most disgusting smile ever to comfort them to tell them dat don’t be so scary la..just act as im the bad person not u..so dat im not really feel dat I am to be blamed to…

Urm I just kept going as my life keep on pumping..everyday most of my worries felt on my financial issue..my money keep on struggling to be spent to..n my hand without any hesitation taken out dat money one by one wastefully..urgh dat is my habit dat cant neva be changed.

Sumtime I thing y im so dat stubborn huh??i cant really figure out dat answer.cos im the one who asking dat question..so answer me back!!just tell me dat im such a loser dats all..

As time past by I keep on dreaming how is my life in future??am I going to be a good person or just a useless rubbish??dat worry me the worse..although i keep on saying dat im going to be a housewife ops it is actually fulltime housewife, I felt dat is the most stupid decision as I have faced a lot of trouble as my life as a student gave me a lot of headache. N finally I chose to be a housewife??even u ask pariah also they will quickly get a big size of bowl n slammed it to ur head cos of ur stupidity..

Hurm the real problem is how im supposed to live my life???y cant I be hyperactive person or at least needed by anyone??i want to be needed..just dat..huwaaa what kind of loser la am I ni??

Each sem I will have different aim to be completed through out the semester.. and as expected dat aim will be brought down to the next sem or else I just burn it elsewhere..so dat I will have a new aim to be brought down as well..helpless me..i knoe it..

Urm so I need to conclude here dat im so bored n dats y I wrote this shit to be added to my shit blog n to be shit around as well..so don’t blaim me for dis shit post as I said be4 I don’t need any readers though..