hAte U Bitch

Hav U ever Feel so dumb when u r trying to be nice to sumone but they simple just treat u as a rubbish..

hey bitch, i just wanna help u..but u treat me like a bargainer..what the fuck..i hate u pig.

i really do

i had experienced it many time..i cant stand anymore
u even make it as nuthing happen when u r so damn in touble

ur face will turn to shit n beg me to help u

but i am not dat shit which simply ingnore u bitch!

dats y i hate myself

i hate the way i simply forget sumtin which i really had to remember it till i DIE!

i hate it very much BITCH!

i hate u monkey!

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Today I would really like to story about my uncles n aunties..

my mum comes from a poor family which live in Kedah..my granddad had 4 wife n her last wife is my grandmum..my grandmum have 10 children..can u imagine how much children of my grandad??my mum is the oldest one..she have 3 sister and 6 brothers..her sisters which i calls mak ngah, mak ndak n mak su is very good polite women..they are so lovely as a mom for their child and also as an auntie for me..

the big problem or mess is actually my uncles' wife...there are 5 of them since my last uncle hav not married yet..as a fact, all of my uncles' wife which i called them 'hipo' comes from a very good family..they are very Islamic which their scarf neva low than their hip..

but as u know, dont judge a book by its cover

they are so good in Islamic perspective but so So SO bad in behave..they like to talk behind others back..they will create a super duper girls power when this 5 hipo sit together..they will talk about their neighbours husband which flirting with other women, they talked abut their student who had no virgin, they talked about their frens acting cool front but bad behind,and even they talk about my MUM who is simply giv permission to my dad for getting married with other women..they dont even talked about others but they also talked about their own family!!!how can i respect them as the senior citizen??

i'm not very good girl...i know it..but to make this hipo as my role model that is sumtin bullshit...as u know like father like son..but i have to change it..like mother like daughter..u know wut??their children followed their behavior exactly like their mother..talk nice front , bad behind our back...

my family actually have a big body especially my sibling...our figure is bigger than others..so dat we are alwaiz called as fat family anthem...

so to make it as a story, their children are very rude to us..they called us fat fat fat!..they even say that they dont want to b like us when they are bigger soon..

wut did we do to them??did we wrong by having a big body??did we killed anybody if we r fat??we dont even disturb them..they are only 13years old which i thought they will to be a good children when in their age.they are supposed to play sum stupid funny game just like a barbie's house,play some traditional game...but they neva do..all they do is STEALING my cheap make up dat they seems to bother it when saw me touching up my face..dat moment they will definitely act as angelic child ever!!but when they hav got wut they want they simply called us as FAT FAT FAT again..

stupid child!!
i hate them!
i wanna killed them if only killing is legal!!
but 1st i will killed those hipo who have giv birth to those useless kids

but i am actually realized dat it is not really surprising..
because by just look at their mum u will correctly guess what will their child would look like..

but caution!!
by just looking once, u will see the angelic side of those hipo
but if u look twice u will got wut i mean

Things i Hate abOut mYsElf

i hate myself..

i hate the way i look

i hate my face which is very dummy look when i'm not smile

i hate my nose coz it is like a hole in a golf field..(it is actually becos of chicken pox..fuck it!)

i hate my stomach which is getting bigger n bigger each day

i hate foot because it is too big.. had a very difficult situation when it comes to choosing a shoes that fit me

i hate my double chin because it make me feel very gloomy especially when i am very mad n hav to turn my face into an ugly TOAD!

i hate my hairy leg,hand,and anywhere which i feel like an org utan wearing a ring..

i hate my eyes becos i had to wear glasses due to my lense increase so damd quickly and my face will look mo scarier if i wear glasses!

i hate my butt because it is bigger than usual..it makes me hard to buy a new jeans

i hate my ear because it did not function very well.sumtime my fren make funny on me becos this prob...they even hav to speak louder in order to announcing dat they are actually talking to me?!

to put it simple

I HATE MYSELF

sum of u might angry becos i never appreciate what GOD have giv me..but this is only wut i feel..i'm not a kind of plastic surgery person..so dont worry...
this hatred will alwaiz happened to sumone like me..

I Love U Babe!

I love u dear...
i neva thought dat i will finally meet u..
i neva met anybody dat i knew from a site..
but with u i hav a strength cos i really want to see u..

my fren also mad at me becos i didnt tell them dat i have u
but i fell shy
before i met u i couldnt even say that i'm in love
becos i'm afraid dat i might lost u
i'm not a kind of howt girl dat every men dream about
i'm just a not good looking person with not even have a pretty smile

therefor when my fren happened to be very clever in reveal my secret
she finally discover dat i'm in love
but that is when we r not meet
maybe if i said the truth to her dat u r my cyberlove, she might think im such a girl with low standard which easily fall for dis cyber love
to cover it
i had said to her dat i've met u
i feel very bad in cheating my own fren

tika..i'm sorry
i didn't mean to lie to u
i'm very shy n feel so dumb if i said i have a cyberlove
hopefully u r not getting mad
i'm truly sorry

finally we r decided to meet
we meet at putrajya 8may 2008
we both feel so shy and a lil bit uncomfortable
like talking to stranger
but even u r shy than me u try ur hard to talk to me
i'm really happy
becos i had a a good feeling dat u still love me
even i'm not as pretty as u imagine

i'm really happy when u text me even more than usual
it just show me dat i'm too much worried dat our relation might broke after we met
u r so sweet darling

u accept me as who i am
u r too good to me
i'm so happy dat god still love me
God give me such a nice person to become my life partner

i'm more happy when each day u r telling me dat u want me to be ur wife
even u simply get mad if i refuse to make our engagement earlier
u know wut babe??nobody ever want to get married to me even he is my hubby
even my ex didnt really serious in our relation
but u r somone differ from them

I LOVE U DEAR

I LOVE U SO SO SOoooOOOoo MUCH