Dont wake me up even september has ended

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the clock seems to move really soooOoOoo slow while my heart seems beating so fast day by day...i'm glad im still alive..thank God..haish i'm not dying or have any decease ok..
finally, i'm already half death in this house about 2 month..1 month to go n i will be going to the war..i miss my bed,i miss my roomate ,i miss my self act as dat u student, i miss the way i completely broke, i miss to have a lot of assignment to be done in a day, i miss to hav chit chat with my fren...i miss everything...

i just wish i have a remote control just like adam sandler on Click..i want to have a click on forward button till the day i'm married...i want to see the way i dress on my wedding..i wanna see my husband of course..and the mostly i wanna see my body!!!is it still me with my baggage or the different of me...and after i satisfied i will click forward button some more and stop at the time i have my own child...it will be the best time in my life!!

wake up zati...zatii.....wake up!!!!

u r now in front of the pc and talking shit in blog and u r still here!!with the extra baggage and the smell of sumting useless student who is still in year 1 of studies and have 3 YEARS TO GO!!

sumhow this fucking worry keep coming to my front door of my not so very heavy brain...i hate it..completely hate it...i just read newspaper this afternoon(yeah rite i just woke up at dat time,holiday remember!!) and i saw an advertisement..is it advertisement??or just an article??uh wat ever...i saw it wrote 'if u dont take ur breakfast ur metabolism low(as all people knew lah kan) n as the effect, after u take ur lunch u will b easily tempted to sleeeeeeeeeeeeepppppp very beauty..as for other effect, u will be easily getting worry...(hah dats it, now i know y i am so easily stress,worry and hurt)..its all becos of just s stupid breakfast!!

but as i think twice(dis is so not me, i'm actually a person who neva think before speak) i see dats not helping me to lose my weight..dat is actually can gain my weight so easily....because i might tend to sleep after i take my breakfast..especially when it is HOLIDAYYYYYY...holiday is a best time to rest up ur mind from de fucking assignment, ur noisy fren , n to pamper ur eyes..

so dont blaim me if u just see me lying on the bed just like a death mummies..dont u ever wake me up!!!!although the september end!!i dont wanna wake up until my holiday is finally end...becos once i wake up everybody just hurt me like a knife through me wildly...so wuts the point to open my eyes to see the damn cruel world rite..i just wanna be alone..shuhhh shuhh